That eventually became the question I was able to ask God and myself in the crushing days that followed my getting kicked out of my beloved church (for reasons I detail for you inside).
After all, I had a lot more time to follow the biblical admonitions to “consider your ways” and “come, let us reason together” now that my days were no longer filled with running to church meetings, buying batteries to place inside cordless microphones (I worked for the Technology Team of the church), working out like a demon and curling my weave to get ready and all prettied-up to see my “church husband” Kevin (as in - not my real husband). In the days, weeks and months that followed my own personal D-day - the day I got kicked out - I was able to look back on my life to my thought patterns surrounding adultery - adultery as part of my family growing up, all throughout my first failed marriage, and into my current marriage with David, a beautiful man whom I’ve been with for nearly 20 years. What came forth was a clearer picture of the reasons why I, as a 41-year-old woman, nearly ruined my life with what could have devolved from an emotional affair with Kevin - the "church husband" - into a disastrous adulterous physical affair – which sadly, my past is no stranger to. Learning the following lessons helped me appreciate just how much tragedy God saved me from experiencing, and confirmed a few wrong choices that I never want to make again in life.
I knew while writing this book that many readers will make judgments about me and my life's decisions, and that's ok. But here’s hoping my story – including the screw-ups and the redemption – helps you as well.
Join me on my journey while I detail for you my dirty laundry, and how God finally cleaned it up for me.
After losing everything close to her in this world Amber Jones packs up her things and leave the only world she knew. Soon Amber finds herself, living the life she thought she would never live, but everything and everyone isn't what they seem to be. Soon she is in for the fight of her life. Will she win? Will she lose?http://www.amazon.com/Sex-Lies-Love-Part-1-ebook/dp/B00COAAH70/ref=sr_1_122?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392914889&sr=1-122&keywords=african+american+fiction
Hustler is her middle name. Sasha rips the streets while raising her two children on her tricks wealth. She has a heart-pounding decision to make that will impact her life forever, but is not ready to jump into the depths of hell. Being a money magnet day to day is her grind and she does it well until getting tangled in a life or death situation. After deceiving the ones she loves the most, her intuition and shapely figure leads to no escape.http://www.amazon.com/Pink-Kitten-Hustlers-Diary-Neal-ebook/dp/B008C20O4A/ref=sr_1_123?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392914889&sr=1-123&keywords=african+american+fiction
I have been wearing a Caesar hair cut for almost 20 years. Through the years many people have asked me several different questions about my hair choice. I often give a standard answer of "I am lazy and I don't like to do hair" or "I like how cool it makes me in the summer time". Here is the truth about my Journey with Caesar. From my intimate affairs to my commitment issues. Read on to find out the connections. A Caesar is more that just a haircut.http://www.amazon.com/My-Intimate-Journey-Caesar-more-ebook/dp/B00HVE1YB2/ref=sr_1_126?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392914889&sr=1-126&keywords=african+american+fiction
Shon Cole Black is a journalist and novelist who writes under the Spaulden Publishing imprint of Connecticut Press. Shon Cole Black is the author of RATCHET (a series of teen fiction novels, that revolve around a teenage girl who escapes the grips of her abusive mother by running away to the streets, where she discovers that all that glitters is not gold). [1]
Shon Cole Black is also the author of "Cincinnati's Finest", the story of four female police officers whose lifelong friendship is put to the test when a tragic event forces each of them to the edge of all they swore protect. Additionally, Shon Cole Black is the author of WHY MEN CHEAT series, a group of relationship books that provide women an honest and insightful glimpse into the mind of the modern man. http://www.amazon.com/Ultimate-Shon-Cole-Black-definitive-ebook/dp/B00IHHKZ6C/ref=sr_1_131?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392915409&sr=1-131&keywords=african+american+fiction
Shon Cole Black is also the author of "Cincinnati's Finest", the story of four female police officers whose lifelong friendship is put to the test when a tragic event forces each of them to the edge of all they swore protect. Additionally, Shon Cole Black is the author of WHY MEN CHEAT series, a group of relationship books that provide women an honest and insightful glimpse into the mind of the modern man. http://www.amazon.com/Ultimate-Shon-Cole-Black-definitive-ebook/dp/B00IHHKZ6C/ref=sr_1_131?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392915409&sr=1-131&keywords=african+american+fiction
Everything changes for LaTonya Washington when her old high-school crush, Terrell Parker, unexpectedly joins the family for dinner on Christmas Eve. The reunion rekindles a fire that had never gone out for her. Those strong feelings drive her burning need to fulfill her unmet childhood longings before they part ways once again.She decides that she will do everything she can to satisfy those desires before he leaves for Europe and she returns to DC. But does he feel the same way? He broke her heart once. Will he do it again?
She only has one night to find out.
Even if he does have feelings for her, how will they be able to get time alone under the ever-watching eye of her controlling grandmother who is determined to keep the two of them apart? Momma Grace will never forget how he broke her grand-daughter's heart. http://www.amazon.com/LaTonya-Terrell-Will-Casel-Brown-ebook/dp/B00IBKFFN8/ref=sr_1_24?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392916944&sr=1-24&keywords=african+romance
She only has one night to find out.
Even if he does have feelings for her, how will they be able to get time alone under the ever-watching eye of her controlling grandmother who is determined to keep the two of them apart? Momma Grace will never forget how he broke her grand-daughter's heart. http://www.amazon.com/LaTonya-Terrell-Will-Casel-Brown-ebook/dp/B00IBKFFN8/ref=sr_1_24?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392916944&sr=1-24&keywords=african+romance
In this prequel, read how Reyna and Scott from Nothing Else Matters met.http://www.amazon.com/Spring-Perfection-Leslie-DuBois-ebook/dp/B00B8L5APK/ref=sr_1_27?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1392916944&sr=1-27&keywords=african+romance
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Come take a ride with Malicia as she takes you through her life. A woman left to survive alone at the age of 10 with $20,000.00 that her parents left her. What will become of her life? What will she do to support herself?
After meeting four like-minded woman, they figure out a way to support themselves. They decide to take a job only women can do without being detected. So is born the Ghost Squad, Contract Killers for hire. If the price is right, they are your women! http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/410580
After meeting four like-minded woman, they figure out a way to support themselves. They decide to take a job only women can do without being detected. So is born the Ghost Squad, Contract Killers for hire. If the price is right, they are your women! http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/410580
Simone is the ultimate professional doing her civic duty to rid good wives of their cheating husbands. She decides to take on a job from an anonymous woman, which appeared to be like any other, but little does she know...this woman has her on personal vendetta. Enter this story of lies, scandal and manipulation as Simone takes on the journey of her life.http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/410577
A highly decorated detective by the name of David Hanger, known as Dick Hanger by most people, must solve the city of Lock Point, Louisiana's most heinous crime of the decade. David Hanger is in love and trying to find a balance between the woman he loves and the job that he loves even more.http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/410381
Kquanasia finds out how it feels to be hunted and stalked like the victim's she used to prey on. Will she be able to survive the wild? Find out in Married To Murder.http://www.smashwords.com/books/view/388075
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